How am I doing?

A lot of my friends have been calling me and asking how am I doing? Well things are so so. I am usually so happy but I am just blah lately. I was told that this was normal but....ahhhhh I don't like this feeling. Other then how I am feeling mentally everything else around me is going well. I just signed with a big pregnant models agency, I worked on the tv show HOUSE on Halloween, the day after Halloween I have a dance job at a Halloween Party and have been out hanging out with friends. Here are some pictures of all of those events.
 derrick and I 
Liinda and I 
Marcus, Me and Meghan
Me
Puph and I